Workking!

I got a job I work twelve hour shifts! 3-4 days a week if I don't sign up for more.  I haven't been writing because there hasn't been much time at the computer.  I'm going to try to make a buffer to keep some thing going; look foreword to more prison poems.





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I am smart?

I am smart I have knowledge. I know a lot of facts. It's crazy what kinds of things I know or will fill in. "here's a fun fact..." would could die from boredom before I finished telling all my fun facts. I know a lot about a lot of things. I can say hello in 10 different languages. I can only speak English fluently and Spanish passingly. Me espanyole ess mui bweno en me cabesa. I know how to do a lot stuff... theoretically! I with my knowledge I can problem solve a lot of stuff even that witch I have never seen before. I offer it sometimes because I know how, or will figure out how, or will find out how, to fix stuff. I won't tell you anything you don't already know unless I do. Knowledge is not power; knowledge is potential power at best. I am freely willing to share what I have. 
I am not sure why I feel the need to complain about the fact I know something.  Its a good trait to have.  I have helped myself for the knowing of something but it when relying on just my smarts I usually haven't succeeded It takes more than knowing to win.  What is the other half of the battle?

Whats up

I have nothing pre-written for this post.  I'm writing free and unbidden that is I am not thinking about what I'm writing just, just writing.  Whats going on with me? This is a good question.  I'm currently in a program to help integrate people into productive places in society.  This sounds fancy and so dose Christian Living Program.  It is actually helpful and I am hoping that through the help of this program I will have a job, place and weekly social events.  There are some of us in this program that drag our feet when the opportunity to change, grow, or better ourselves.  The group was made up of twelve.  Some where kicked out others left, now where down to eight.  I cant think of leaving and I'm disparately afraid to get kicked out. I feel like this is my last chance to make it  and I am afraid of the the alternatives.  Its frustrating that I have the capabilities to do so much but not the skill.  Is there any work out there for a guy who can repair and fix almost any computer problem? I'm not blowing my skill out of proportion its just that most problems that come up on personal computers are fixable with a limited number of tools.  I have the tools.

Buddhist Chanting

This saved me from a panic attack.

Relative Jenorosety

This past weekend I witnessed my grandfathers headstone unavailing. This was the reason for the family reunion that led to my getting a new computer and blogging again. My cousin had an old spare from ten years ago and now I can has intertubes. I'm so happy for the random coincidences I've received and humbly except it's irrationality. With this old beast I have planes for many new things one includes a new 'old beast'. Less old. In the interim I have to thank J. D. Sawyer for his antithesis feed it saved my boredom! That podcast is so intense and I love how there's such a back log so I don't have to wait! Side note; iTunes U is full of teh awesome! Oh and enjoy the new format and contact page. I made them just for you. 
A nother shout out to Pip for kiwis there just such adorable birds. If you have no idea why your reading this just remember it's all relative like Einstein or Dad. But don't go out in the woods because there are tigers lions and bears uh-oh. I lost my track of...
So thank you John for the computer.